I love the shuffle tag thing! It's so much fun XD I skipped the intrumentals cause they don't work with this kind of meme. Commentary as always.

1. How are you feeling today?
The Kill - Dresden Dolls (.....Oh wow.)

2. Will you get far in life?
Mark David Chapman - Mindless Self Indulgence (Well...that's depressing. I'm going to murder a popular music artist....CRAP I HOPE IT ISN'T MY FRIEND! Or...it could be me that's murder. Either way it's bad XD)

3. How do your friends see you?
I'm So Sick (Demo) - Flyleaf (Is this...good, or bad? I think it's bad....damn.)

4. Will you get married?
I Constantly Thank God for Esteban - Panic at the Disco (WELL THAT'S PROMISING EH? Man, in these meme's my life is always depressing.)

5. What is your best friend's theme song?
Snow White Queen - Evanescence (Well...that depends on who's singing and who's the friend. If the friend is singing, and the friend is Syd, it works. If it's not that, then it does not work XD Plus she most definently is not singing to me. Go get that boy Syd! XD)

6. What is the story of your life?
Monsoon - Tokio Hotel (Well....THIS SONG IS DEPRESSING! Why is the story of my life? XD)

7. What was high school like?
Slide - The Dresden Dolls (Isn't this like about a pedo? Oh well......)

8. How can you get ahead in life?
House of Wolves - My Chemical Romance (By causing a riot....man, maybe this is where I shoot the singer from question two. XD)

9. What is the best thing about your friends?
Tippy Toe - Utada Hikaru (OH MY FUCKIN GOD AHAHAHAHAHA)

10. What is in store for this weekend?
Welcome to the Black Parade - My Chemical Romance (Great. Death. Wonderful)

11. To describe your grandparents?
Lights Out - Mindless Self Indulgence (...AHAHAH EXACT OPPOSITE IN TRUTH OH MAN)

12. How is your life going?
Issues - Mindless Self Indulgence (So not only am I rioting depressing freak who shoots a singer. I'm ALSO a whore. Maaaan.)

13. What song will they play at your funeral?
Modern Moonlight - The Dresden Dolls (....OH NICE)

14. How does the world see you?
Bad Habit - The Dresden Dolls (Are you sure it's not the other way....?)

15. Will you have a happy life?
Crushcrushcrush - Paramore (Apparently not. It was already obvious with the past songs XD)

16. What do your friends really think about you?
Don't Jump - Tokio Hotel (Well....it's a start. They think that I'm suicidal BUT AT LEAST THEY CARE! XD)

17. Do people secretly lust after you?
The Mouse and the Model - The Dresden Dolls (So I got a model and....a mouse. Lusting after me. I hope the mouse is in the figurative sense and not literal.)

18. How can I make myself happy?
The World - Nitemare (Well....I gotta look up the English translation. Oh wonderful, another riot. I guess that has to go with the thing to make me successful. I guess it makes me successful by shooting that singer and I'm happy. Wow look, my life is planned. Oh wait, it said I wasn't happy before. Hmmm)

19. What should you do with your life?
Breathe No More - Evanescence (Oh great. More suicidal tendencies. Why am I always sucidal in these damn things?)

20. Will you ever have children?
What Do They Know? - Mindless Self Indulgence (Aaaaand, that answers nothing.)

I know it's been very short time since my last journal but I was reading Emily's and it made me think about my life.

She was ranting about how she wants to be in a band when she grows up. Not just a silly child's dream like, "I wanna be in a rockband." She truely wants to make music, even if it's on the corner street with a tip hat in front of her.

And well, I envy her (in a good way of course). She knows what she wants to do with her life. She knows how she wants to live her life. She's got a plan and sticking to it. She's a wonderful guitarist, I think she could make it.

Then I thought, "What do I want to do?" and nothing came to mind. I don't want to be a docter, I don't want to be an office working, no teacher, not a mailman, fireman, police officer. Not in the army. Most certainly not an janitor. Not even an artist...or even an author.

It took me a long time to come up with an answer, and what I thought, took me by surprise. I realized, I'm happiest, when singing.

Well, then. Guess I got screwed then, huh? The one thing I can't do is the one thing that is my dream.

(And no Syd, singing lessons will not work. Not enough time and too much money. Mom won't go for it. We're on a tight budget as it.)

I saw the New Years quiz that Sienna and Neiha did. In all honesty, it'd be quite taxing and well boring. So I just stole one question.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:
"I know, for a fact, that I loved someone, and for about a year, he lived in Boston."

Now I know what you mean by chills, Sienna. I get them too now.

Okay, I really needed a new journal. I was tired of looking at the old one.

My kiriban at 3,333 was caught by ~Caeserlicious Nice job! Just waiting for a request now.

Now, I have a to-do list but I'm going to completely disregard it

Also, over the past few days. I've gotten into neopets for the....sixth? time. ahaha I feel like such a nerd but it's kinda fun. I have a red Wocky named PentoSephulcre. Neiha, awesome wife that she is, made it. Props to those who figure out who the name is based of which DNI username/person.

LOL My friend Syd just sent me Miku! Funny how things like that connect. I'm going to show her World is Mine. Ahhh UK~

And Sienna just left, Syd's doing a report. I suppose I'll get off soon. See ya all later!

KIRIBAN AT 3333!

GOGOGOGOGO HURRY!